She was looking in the mirror to another self, to a pale self, that seemed so desperate. She was feeling so alone...and the person looking at her from the mirror seemed to be saying "you stupid girl....you love him and you drove him away..."
She knew who she needed and he wasn't there...she longed for his hugs...warm hugs..in his arms she fels like nothing bad could happen, nothing could touch her... But that was no longer possible...